Journal uno!!!!

Okay so i actually have something fun and exciting to write abou tthis time not just something random like the others! Okay so this past Saturday I went to my boyfriends house for the first time and we had so much fun! When i first go there and i was walking beside charlie his mom was just like," wow! your short." I just laughed because that is always the first thing people say to me when they meet me. As soon as we got inside we sat down in the living room with his mom and we talked while playing guitar hero 3 on Wii. I love guitar hero it is just such an amazing game. Afterwards we played Wii sports and he killed me in everything since it has been since january since I played. He told me we should go in his room after that and watch a movie. And of course when i walked in there scrubs was on which is his favorite TV show. We shut that off and put on this movie called out cold or something like that and it was pretty funny even though we really didnt watched it because we were too busy talking. Then he put on this comedien that was a ventriliques* and he was hilarious. In between all that we went out to the store to go get gas for his older brother then came back and continued. We were sitting in his room when at like 815 his mom comes in there freaking out saying," were under a tornado warning come outside and look!" Well i dont do well with thunderstorms so i automatically start freaking out, what is funny is that Charlie and I were just talking about it and he knew just by the look on my face that i was freaked! So we went outside and looked. We went down the one of their friends house to get in the basebmenrt because her son who is an EMT told us too! so we waited down there til about 930 and it was all over by then. We started another movie after that and then half way into it she wanted to take me home sooo.... i went home :(

Journal 2

Okay so latley all I have been doign in my free time is texting Charlie my boyfriend of one week! YAY! I am so happy because I am over all this stupid drama in my life and cannot wait to get rid of it for good. Charlie has just made me so happy and I mean i have known him for awhile because my best friend Shana dated him and I never thought of him like that even though i thought he was cute. After New York we just I dunno talked a lot more, because in New York on out cruise me and him danced, together, closely but I just thought it was for fun. Even then i started likign him. He is just so much fun and treats me so well. Staurday I'm goign to his house for the first time because last weekend we did not hang out, and we are going to have so much fun. He has WII with so many games and we are just going to watch movies and just be together! I know it weird to say after only a week of being in a relationship how much we do liek each other but its different because we have known each other for awhile before this. The only thing that has alreayd made me mad is that is older brother who is in my grade is just bugging him about datign me when i don' t even talk to him anymore, but charlie is going to take care of it. This week was an okay week except for yesterday because my sister is so stupid and told my mom that she would pick me up from school yesterday because my mom had another workshop and then when i got in the car she told me she could not pick me up and i was os mad. i was yelling at her and when i told my mom she said i had a right to be mad. But i have to get off because i have other things to do.

Journal 1

Something that really buggs me is how I don't look my age and people always are makign fun of that because i am short and just look young. It bugs me because I get it just about everyday and yes i am a senior and no I don't look like it but get over it and dont take your issues out on me just because i am short and older than you think I am. I actually like that way I am because I can do things others cannot. Like still play on the playground at Mcdonalds, I might be taller than the sign but i still do it because i can. I can walk through doorways without hitting my head! I acrually think its funny when guys do that. I can climb up faster and i can definatley run faster than most people. I love that because then i can get away when i make people mad! :D Height, weight, looks whatever they should not matter. People should not judge others without knowing them. I really do hate that and that is a major pet peeve. Do not judge me do not judge other people just bug off until you know the person. The outside is not everything, the inside counts more because its how you treat a person. Like the old syaing goes Treat someone the way you want to be treated. I know i can be mean sometimes and vindictive but i do it out of love and my friends dont care because they think it is so funny and they just know who I am and how much love I really do have inside me. Just do nto piss me off because i might be short but i could do some damage if I wanted too.

Journal

Okay so i need to write because i i know i have been being whiny lately in all my classes. Its not senioritis i don't think... but its because i do want to leave this place but I guess im scared too. I'm going to miss seeing all of my normal friends especially the ones that are still going to be here and not even off at college. I have made so many good friends especially joining the band but even in this class, i came into it knowing few people and I'm coming out with new great friends especially Jenny because we are so much alike. I mean today when mrs. D said," Becky you really came back from break whiny." i knew i did because that meant we only had 9 weeks to go and we were done. I really like this class cause we do so little but it seems like so much and i have really enjoyed it. When Mrs. D told us to stop reading today and i didn't want to( for once) and then i was being loud and complaining, i actually felt like crying because in college they don't care what you do there, I mean i just started tearing up but my book was funny enough to stop me! Which off topic i finished it tonight and it was so sad at the end because the characters in my book have so much freedom and do what they want and then they all split off and graduate... i really don't have any friends like that. I think the only one I will really be dying to see when I leave is Justin just because he has always been there for me. Not as much this year because we had a really rough time this year with each other and everything going on but still I love him and he just always been there when i needed him but now he won't be because he will be moving on too. I don't want all this to happen just yet because unlike everyone else who has a summer i don't i have school to attend at Western because i cannot take tests and did horrible on my SAT's so i have to do a summer program... I was just talking to my friend Jesse who i love him as a friend so much cause he is just there for me but he just told me that people their freshman year miss what they had in High school so they come home every weekend. You need to stay there and go home on breaks. Once u are in college you will realize how much you do not miss high school. Jesse is good for advice! And right now i am avoiding HW as always for psychology. SO i think I'm done for now I think y last words are going to be a quote for Dr. Seuss out of my book sooo:"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."

Classwork Journal

Okay so i guess i have to do it just becasue this is class but ya know this is not fair because we already have to 4 journals a week we should protest this... Okay so so i love the moie, play, whatever Hairspray. That is my new obsession because it has been monkeys for forever!

But hairspray is just amazing! I think we should all get up and dance to hairspray! YAY! and Im so excited because my mom ordered me the movie BUT the deluexe edition! AHHH im never going to shut that movie off when it comes! I mean i order the movie on Friday and watched it like 8 times within that period of 24 hours :D

Okay anyways back to reality, This weekend really sucked because my cat died for no reason, she was only 2 and 1/2 and i was so distraught and ugh all day saturday my nephew was like, "Wheres sock?" Ugh i hated this weekend just because of that and i mena i was so upset i like layed around the house all day sunday until they made me go clean my room.. and then i almost forgot to do my homework so i did everythig i had to Sunday after i cleaned my room.

But today I guess went okay, it was just another normal day except at lunch my friend said somethign to make me laugh and i laugh like spastically and when i did i gues smy mouth was open so big that she could see my tonsils... it was the weirdest thing in the world! We all cracked up and the other person i was sitting with was just like tryign laughing with your mouth closed... and that did not work out well. It was a pretty okay day not bad not good just, okay.

Journal 4

Okay so last night i got to go out with Justin and everything to help him babysit. well let me tell you what happened. The lady was suppose to be home at 8 so my mom said fine i could go and everything AND ride with justin. Well big mistake because when justin called her at 750 to see when Zoey needed to go to bed she told him then 830 well i said okay just because it would only be 9 when i got home so yeah whatever. Well at 830 she calls Justin back and tells him between 9-915 she would be home, i got very frantic because i knew that i was going to be in trouble. At 915 she still was not home and i was so scared, i did not call my mom to tell her that it was going to be later that what i had said. She finally got home at 930 and Justin and I were so mad because it was school night and i knew i was going to be in trouble. I got in the car and Justin started it and of course... the low fuel light came on, we looked at each other and laughed! So i called my dad and told him that she had just gotten to the house and then his low fuel light came on... all he said was see you when you get home, that was weird i thought. We stopped for gas then continued on to my house. We just talked and laughed and was kinda ignoring the situation till i had to face it. I didn't really get in trouble but it felt like i was walking the plank! OKay class time at Gaston! ugh... BYE

Journal

Okay so i have no idea how many journals i did over the break because everyday i had something to do! ( that was a change for me) But this journal is going to be about my amazing NY adventure. Lets start with Day 1 for this Journal because everyday is going to be a separate journal because we did so much. 3:00 am, we are meeting in the band room everyone wanting to go back to sleep, but the buses were late. We were suppose to leave at 3:30 am but I don't think we did. Mr. Underwood starts calling us by seniority which is nice because then we get to pick our own seat. The bus rolls out of the NLHS parking lot and we are on our way to NYC! I really didn't know what to expect of NYC all i knew is that i was tired and need to close my eyes. It was not the easiest to sleep on that bus just because it was a bus... moving... and we had something exciting to look forward too. Apparently we stopped in Mt. Airy to switch bus drivers and i missed the whole thing. I did not even feel the bus stop (lol). But then we were back on the road again. I woke up at about 6:45 am to see that everyone is asleep and i had a text message from one of my friends. I was just chilling listening to music waiting for breakfast, man I am hungry now, and i was so excited when i saw Dunkin Donuts, and that sounds good right now. We took about a 45 minute break to eat and everything then back on the buses to finish our trip. I loved it because the first movie we watched was Enchanted!!! Great movie just because i said it was, haha. I actually stayed awake for that. Of course we finished that movie in no time and they put on the best musical ever HAIRSPRAY! I loved that movie and i was so excited to go see it on Broadway. The movie was amazing but i was ready for lunch. We were going through PA. and i was talking about Hersey Park and the rumor i heard that it was closing ( ALL LIES), Then the bus driver announced while we were sitting in traffic in PA that we will be stopping at Chocolate world to eat lunch!!! i was so excited i jumped around like a crazy fool! Let me tell you i was in Chocolate Heaven! That was the best place ever and the trip was already off to a great start. we stopped for about an hour because the bus driver had too, the rules. Ill write later i have to go to class.... ugh