So i almost forgot about our journals due today because im just not having a good day already! I am sitting her at Gaston College at 7:15 in the morning and class does not start till 755, and im am sitting here all becuas ei dont have a car and probably wont get one! My parents promise they are gonna get me one but ya knwo its still all my sisters fault that i dnt have one! She is still living at our house and expects my parents to do everythign for her when she is 21. going to comsmotology school, and DOES NOT have a job! it pisses me off because i could have a car but she owes my parents so much money that they can afford me! And last night realy got me thinking how much i miss dance and just a bunch of other things. Dance was apart of my life since i was 4 and i did it for 9 years until people up here ruined it for mejust because i am ugly and they just didnt like me. I am actually missing colorguard cause now all i do is sit at home and be bored all night. I mean i am going to bed at 930! i never do that especially when i having something to look foward to. And i knwo this is bad to say, but i really do miss my best friends krysta and justin! They were always there for me and now i never see them or talk to them EVER. Krysta is too involved with her BF and justin is just i dunno what he is doing.... I guess on a happier note i am counting down the days till i get my ugly braces off which will be in May, i still have ot wait about a month and a half which sucks but not really. I cannot wait til i go to college and leave this place i hae lincolnton wait no make it bigger, i hate north carolina.
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